dates

Well I saw my doc again today...insulin upped...again...no big surprise. We talked logistics and set up the next three appointments, one on the 31st of March, one on the 8th of April and another on the 14th. I hope that one will be my last one as Jeff will be home by then. She doesn't have her schedule out yet for when she'll be in L&D as she likes to deliver her own patients. She asked for copies of my OR reports for the 2 c-sections which I fished out of my records today. I also got my "stork" parking pass which lets me park closer to the hospital, although others seem to ignore the sign that says a pass is required.
No check yet...just waiting. I'm trying to relax and be patient. It's just hard when you are a planner and don't know specifics.
I know Zachary needs to cook a bit longer but it's hard not longing to meet the little guy.

Ready...get set....

Wait...that's what it seems like now. Just waiting. After yesterday's growth scan I'm feeling better about his size but disappointed at my "loonnngggg" cervix. I guess I was hoping for some sort of indication that I might actually go into labor on my own this time. I'd love to have that OMG my water broke experience, or the waking up in the middle of the night to contractions experience. Unfortunately I guess my kids just are comfortable in mommy's belly.
Regardless I've decided that it's time to get motivated. The car seat is installed...still haven't packed my bags yet, but that will happen this week. I'm trying to get the house ready, which seems like a never ending battle. I'm torn between wanting him born NOW and knowing that Jeff would miss the birth. I don't want to go early, but it's like reading a good book and being told that you can't read the last chapter!
So stay tuned until next week, or the week after, or the week after that, OR the week after that! Regardless in less than 30 days I should have my little man....