The last day....

This is it...my last day of being pregnant. It's 3:45 am and it's a bitter sweet moment for me.
One moment I feel like this has been forever, another I cannot grasp the reality that this is it...it's over.
All the worry, all the counting down, all the stress and concern that something is wrong...this experience is over.

It's kind of like the letdown after Christmas morning...after all the presents are opened and life goes on back to normal. You're so excited for Christmas to come...the planning and preparing, the decorating, the expectation. It's not that Christmas isn't good, but afterwards you know life is going to go back to normal.

Okay, I seriously doubt MY life is going to be anywhere near normal, but you still know what I mean.

And knowing this is probably it for us with no more kids, this will be the last time I am pregnant, the last time I feel baby kicks inside of me...

Man am I a hormonal mess!